Two too to

I want to add two babies, two children, our children.

I want to add to my family too, like I see others doing.

Not being able to do this (so far) is torture, and I do not use the word lightly, because it appears to be out of my personal control.

I have always been of the mind that you want to do something, you apply yourself, you should be able to do it.

This journey, the journey of trying to have a child, is very different.